Kemaren siang gue denger kabar nyokap temen gue lagi koma.. Sesaat gue mikir gimana kalo posisi itu di gue? Yang gue pertanyain tu bakal dikabarin apa enggaknya. Orang pas nyokap gue operasi aja baru dikabarinnya pas udah kelar. Ya mungkin orang rumah ngerti gimana kesibukan gue di sini, walaupun ini ga sesibuk dan sepadet pas jaman SMA sih. Tapi ya tetep kesel pastinya.
Semoga ga terjadi apa-apa sama orang-orang yang gue sayangi di sana dan gue di sini cuma bisa berjuang buat ngedapetin yang namanya Sarjana Perikanan. Emang sih orang mandangnya cuma sebelah mata, tapi coba diinget Indonesia ini sebagian besar wilayahnya itu lautan bro dan ga menutup kemungkinan buat jadi pengusaha sukses, buat restoran sushi kek atau apalah kek yang penting bisa menghasilkan duit yang banyak dan halal,itu aja sih intinya.
Dan cita-cita yang paling gue pengen ya bikin orang tua gue bisa naek haji ya biarpun anak pertamanya bandelnya minta ampun gini. Semoga Allah ngebaca blog gue ini lah dan ngabulin permintaan gue.
Makasih ya Allah kau telah memperbolehkan aku tetap bisa menyayangi orang-orang yang aku sayang.:)

Prospects

Where ya want to start?
Yesterday I met at my high school friends, they have that already work in the land, college in accounting, health, teachers, etc..
Continue we tell how our prospects in the future later on ..
anyone want to become civil servants, all sorts, until willing to marry.. But I?
Lecture course is still grumpy, NASAKOM value, etc. .. would be a lazy civil servants? entrepreneur? continue? dunno ..
My high school's alumni who are in fisheries UGM all succeed, only
me that I think will fail ya .. hmm ..
I dont want to disappoint parents who already pay for my life ..
But how to make change huh? hmmm ..


now I can only suppose it could happen anytime ..success,yay..ameeennn

Untuk Penjaga Hati

Aku tidak takut kalah bersinar,Karena kamu membuat gelapku terang.

Aku tidak takut memberimu ruang, Karena nafasmu yang membuatku hidup.

Aku tidak takut membiarkanmu bahagia dengan orang lain, Tapi aku tidak akan membiarkan kamu tidak tahu bahwa kebahagianku adalah bersamamu, bukan dengan orang lain.

I hate 11.5.11

Fuck!

Drama May 5th

"now kiss her,you idiot!"

Oh Crap

Saya tidak setuju dengan statement "be your self" "jadilah diri sendiri" atau apalah itu namanya.
Kalo anda goblok,apa anda mau terus goblok?perubahan lah..

April 12nd three years ago

Here I like the fool who misses things I had forgotten.
things have I left for almost a year.
I hope you find romeo better than me.
sorry for all the lies and anger that I was accusing me unto you.
thank you take care of two years.
all are still recorded in my memory.
while laughing, crying, and other beautiful things.
because love should not have.
trust me

Everything's gonna go well

always feel life is not fair.
trying to be the best of the best, but always failed.

Well I feel like there are people who dont use at all here.

Sometimes I wonder what will become of me later? With every failure that I always get.

I cant give my future shadow later.

Whether I would be a good scholar fisheries, whether I would be the other, or whether I will become a loser who just talk and make nonsense during this life.

why all the hard work and sacrifice that I do not always tell? well maybe because I'm not grateful ..

okay, now it's time to rise from all this crap,make dreams come true and prove to others that I can, well I can ..

I hate it

Heart Language

Here I am, alone, staring at the ceiling, looking for something that is missing from this myself, but I do not know what it is ..
In the 4x5 meter box, I stuck with the seconds are always chasing me ..
I'm tired, tired of the monotony my life ..
I'm bored with all the drama that seemed ripped body and mind..
Why does life have to choose? choose to become an adult or juvenile, choose to harm and hurt..
Is this normal life?

What would you do if you know its the last time we're together?

I'll spend the rest of my time with you where we can laugh and joking together,waiting to see and see the sunset together,doing many stupid or crazy things and doing everything which we never do..but the last i'll say dont go,dont ever go,and tell you that i just deeply love you,too hard to losing you from my mind..

Anybody wants to save me?

This night again I couldnt sleep.
I dont know why this could occur.
Without dear's texting and dear all night unaccompanied.
Dear? I feel doesnt have a dear.
Function dear, what is it? Turn there really wants either, but the turn is needed even disappear.
So doubt whether she was a sincere or not? Or I was too selfish and impose the will?
I'm also confused why she's never jealous when I close with another woman.
I do not know.
What's certain migraine and tonight I could not sleep.
Anybody wants to save me?

Siapa yang peduli? Mereka tak peduli? Aku yang peduli

Antara Sponge Bob, Patrick, Squidward, Shandy dan Mr.Crabs
Mencuri hati dipagi hari menghadap televisi

Ya! adik-adik kita kembali disuguhkan sajian yang menggemaskan bermisi jangka panjang! dan Episode ketika Sponge Bob dan Patrick menjadi suami istri, dimanakah para produser televisi?

Sponge Bob Nude Pants!

Menghadap kotak hiburan duapuluh satu inchi
Dan merekapun tertegun bagaikan kelinci
Ketika sang Plankton bermata satu berambisi menguasai dunia dan resep crabby patty, Dan ketika sponge bob, Patrick, squidward berhala kepada kerang ajaib, dimanakah para produser televisi?

Sponge Bob Nude Pants!

Dan merekapun tak benar benar peduli, dan siapakah yang benar-benar peduli

Kembalikan semua jiwa yang telah terbelenggu mereka
Siapa yang peduli? Mereka tak peduli?
Siapa yang peduli? Mereka tak pernah peduli!

Apakah Episode ketika Squidward dihantui Sponge Bob dan Patrick untuk bergabung bersama secret society, adalah gambaran siapa dibalik script writer dan misi bertopeng ini.. Dan mengapa karakter Sponge Bob tak memiliki gender dan mudah terharu? Ya,.. semua terbukti di episode ketika ia mengakui bahwa dirinya adalah seorang pria!

Siapa yang peduli? Mereka tak peduli? Aku yang peduli.

Penjelasan:


Begini, saya adalah penggemar film kartun SpongeBob Squarepants, bahkan saya rela bangun pagi untuk menonton walaupun episodenya di ulang-ulang. Dan terus terang saya lebih menikmati dubbing versi Indonesia karena soulnya lebih dapet hehe… (IMO).

Lalu mengapa lahir lirik lagu ini? Terus terang saya juga sangat menggemari searching tentang subliminal message, teori konspirasi dll. Dan dengan beberapa pengetahuan dan referensi tentang itu, saya memang menemukan kejanggalan-kejanggalan di polos-nya film kartun SpongeBob. Bukan hanya SpongeBob, yang lain juga banyak, hanya saya disini mengambil sample SpongeBob.

Nah, di lirik lagu ini saya mencoba berbagi subliminal-subliminal yang ada di beberapa episode SpongeBob (walaupun tidak semua). Seperti Episode ketika Squidward terus di hantui SpongBob dan Patrick untuk bergabung bersama perkumpulan rahasia. Jelas disitu mereka memuja “The All-Seeing Eye” yang tidak lain ini pasti ada hubungannya dengan secret society macam Freemason/Illuminati. Dan dibeberapa wacana, SpongeBob diduga menyelipkan paham-paham gay, dan itu di tampik oleh Stephen Hillenburg dengan alasan SpongeBob adalah sebuah sponge dan tidak memiliki gender. Tapi di salah satu episode (saya lupa judulnya), di sela-sela percakapan dia mengaku bahwa dia adalah seorang pria. Dan yang paling jelas adalah ketika SpongeBob menjadi suami istri dengan Patrick dan mengasuh seekor kerang. Belum lagi beberapa adegan yang bagi saya cukup keras dan “gore” ketika Plankton kesal dengan larisnya restaurant Crabby Patty, dia sampai merobek dan menguliti dirinya sendiri. Masih berpikir itu bagus untuk dikonsumsi anak-anak?

Ya, mungkin untuk yang tidak detail, semua akan terlihat fine-fine saja, tapi tidak bagi saya. Jadi sebaiknya bagaimana? Sebaiknya SpongeBob ditayangkan khusus untuk dewasa di malam hari, di jam ketika anak-anak atau adik-adik kita sudah tidur. Persis ketika dulu The Simpsons dipindahkan jam tayangnya. Jam 10 malam adalah jam yang tepat untuk menikmati SpongeBob yang lucu itu dengan seumuran kita yang sudah dewasa dan mengerti. Take care of our kids.



From : http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=162730587110506

What a really affection at February 14th?

People say it does Valentine's Day is the day when we pour affection to loved ones, but I would not have to like it. Compassion can we devote any time to the people we love and do not have to on Valentine's Day.
Valentine's Day is synonymous with giving chocolate, flowers, gifts, and so forth. Should such a thing? in my opinion is not always and not have to.
What about people who love valentine when we're not having money to buy all that? Should he steal for you? if you would let someone that you love sin or could be in jail?
one another, should a woman broke her virginity for the sake of a man who cared?
Is that what you think is an affection?


LIFE IS TOO GOOD TO BE STUPID

I Think Messy is Sexy

Safety Helmet Can be Fun

I can see you if you're not with me I can say to my self if you're okay

I'm waking up from my summers dreams again
try to thinking if you're alright
then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes
knowing you're still here by my side

*reff:
I can see you if you're not with me
I can say to my self if you're OKAY
I can feel you if you're not with me
I can reach you my self, yuo show me the way

life was never be so easy as it seems
'till you come and bring your love inside
no matter space and distance make it look so far
still I know you're still here by my side

back to *reff

yea..you've made me so alive ,you give the best for me..love and fantasy
yeah..and i never feel so lonely, cause you're always here with me..yeah..always here with me

back to *reff

I'm waking up from my summers dreams again
try to thinking if you're alright
then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes
knowing you're still here by my side

First Month and I know the story begins..

Sleepless with no comfortable,but thats not because of her,thats because of the light which bright my eyes..
I know her phone is no signal,thats why I dont call her..
I know she'd slept and doesnt want disturbed..
Just little hope in my mind and we both can get that..

We can stay like this or be better than yesterday..
And all the worst is over..

Now I'm staring at the little star,just hope she come down from the sky and tell me happy monthloverary dear,I miss you so nice,then her lips touch my cheek..















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two



















three
Happy our first monthloversary boo..
Just stay with me till the time take our soul..

Remember when i said, "I Love You" well, forget it i take it back

There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while
You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die

There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies

Remember when I said I love you
Well, forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

There are things that used to make you cry
One of them was me for just a little while
Why is it that you had to say
Goodbye in your special way
You slashed the tires on my car

Remember when I said I love you
Well, forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

Remember when I said I love you
Well, go ahead I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

Can You Fall Asleep when You Fall Apart?

Do you ever feel when you love someone, but that someone is never love you? So sick,more than bitten by fucking dog or something like that.. You know last year she waited for you,but you dont know that.. Can you conceive that? Just thousand regret which can You feel now and that is so miserable.. And now You love her but she doesnt love you,maybe never love you.. You dont know what must You do.. Regret? Cry? Or let this big mistake gone? Somehow c'mon ask to the dancing weed..

Almost Perfect

Sun blushed, rainbow reluctantly passed, so wonderful world called your sweet smile .. Deleted all heartsick,flowers nevertheless withered, blossom, bloom, millions feel in my heart.. You're the most beautiful full of color.. You're the most beautiful, you're almost perfect.. Smile for me again. I tired not to look at it.. Depicted in the images, the soul of peace meet.. Heart also participated in singing... Like a symphony.. Time also seemed reluctant to move away stalled.. You're the most beautiful.. Take me with you adventure..